Current mood:	restless
Current music:	Girls And Boys - Good Charlotte

Uncertainty Abounds
As I approach the end of my senior year of college and the certainty of an extra semester, I contemplate where my life has been and where my life will be going.

I at present am 22 years of age, and really have never lived out on my own. I mean I have been here at the dorms for four years. Unfortunately, I dont' feel like I have been on my own, cuz I always have my parents to go back to and while I am greatful for that, I need to break away and be free from that. Also, at present it is looking like I will be moving out of my parents this summer. We have an apartment lined up possibly, which should work, now all I have to find is a job. Hopefully, I will be able to find one that will pay enough for me to stay here for the summer. This will give me reedom, yes, but even more responsibility, definately. I am just uncertain how my parents are going to take the news that I am not coming home. It will definately be interesting to see how things go with that.

Also, I am worried about grades and how teaching things are going. Right now I am struggling through Organic Chemistry 2 for a second time. Please pray for me that I get through this. I really need to do well. If for some reason I don't, I might not be able to student teach this fall which would be horrible. I really can't afford to be here another semester then the extra one that I am having to put in.

As for my social life and love interest. I have decided that for now, it seems that they are going to have to be put on a back burner to ensure that I can get through this semester. All though there are a couple people right now that if something worked out with either of them, I would not mind adding them to my busy life.

I just hope that I can stay afloat. Lord, please let me stay afloat.